saying the sorrow

From the beginning of time
all the sweet surrender from my breath seems to fade
not all sweet things must come to end
or all good things come to an end they say?
my self is strong
i know deep true in me i have problem
every step i take i go one step further and i am suppose too
and i fall back two step behind
moving again and again
i cant find my path
i cant see the future
i cant lure my sadness
i cant commit my duties
i cant demise my religion
i cant feel my emotion
i cant make the world better
i cant for-seen my forsaken
i cant be home again
i cant live
i cant save my breath
i cant find my path


from the day i know that any hour of my feelings cant show sorrow
my selfishness
my arrogance
my EGO

owh yeah its true i have EGO
my SUPER EGO cant tell me everything is going to be allright

tell me u want to stay with me
tell me u love me from today
tell me u care about me like i do
tell me u see what i see
tell me u know that everything is going to ALLRIGHT!!!!!!!!

owh so random whys........


why does everything have to be complicated
why is it hard for me to sleep in peace
why cant i have time to be who i am
why cant i be normal


what is normal?

define the definition of normal ...

the absent of happy,grief,emotion,together,stop!

STOP STOP!!!!!!

just STOP